I logged in today with the intention of deleting everything on here. I'm not sure why. Anyway, I decided against it. I was, however, looking back at past journal entries. It is interesting reading what I have written in the past. I cringed a little after realizing how immature I used to be, but am glad that I have come so far.
I haven't spent much time taking photos or writing over the past few years, but I have become a pretty good cook. I don't read books anymore because work leaves me feeling so exhausted always. I can't seem to focus on the words. I spent a lot of time on devianART when I was younger and it really helped me learn to be creative. I feel like that fire is gone now that I'm older and sleepier. My goal over the next year is to feel younger again and have the energy to do the things I used to do. I'm not really sure what I have to do, but I will figure it out.
Last night I listened to an interview of Maurice Sendak. He was so happy and grateful to be alive despite feeling so much pain. I feel so inspired by his words.
It's so easy to become tired and jaded as you get older. Don't let it happen to you!