My volunteer status is now gone. It was my choosing, so please don't harass Danie or anyone else on the admin team.
I realized that it's not for me. Maybe I'll offer a better explanation in the future, but for now I just wanted to get that out.
I do appreciate the opportunity that I was given, though.
I'm not sure if this will cause drama or not, but if it does I'm going to ignore it. Leaving the volunteer team is a positive thing for me. The rest of the volunteers are amazing, hard working and dedicated. I could be those things too if I wanted, but to go on like that I would have to sacrifice things that I realize I cannot do without, like my sanity. The anxiety has been crippling and finally it just went away.
I know some people will be upset about this, but I realize that I can't please everyone, so I accept it.
This doesn't mean that I'm leaving deviantART, however, so please don't get that impression.
I still have Daily Deviations scheduled from before I sent in my resignation. There are just two and they will show up on February 4 and February 11, so if you see them, don't be surprised.